Finally I got to update this! Urrah kasi eh. I had this trauma of going online for days. Haha. This week was driving me crazy. It's like everything in one whole week!

Hmm. Steph and I are okay na. Haha. Everything's back to normal. It only took one text message to fix it..and lowering your pride.

Exams are finally over!! Wuhoo!! What a relief! We don't have to study anymore! Freedom at last!! Haha. Exams were okay, by the way. I don't know if I passed all of them though. Haha. I was so lazy to study. The bed was always dragging me to sleep.

Something happened last wednesday. Tere is the only person who knows about it. (Nax). She sent me this text message that fits that person so much.

>> person 1: "It would not be considered good manners to take a woman that another man wanted."
person 2:"Supposing somebody wanted her so badly that he didn't care a damn whether it was good manners or not?"
person 1: "Then it would be good manners on the part of the other man to let him have her, and also on the part of the woman to be equally agreeable."

Does that make sense? It sure does.

It was Lite's birthday last February 29, and Gippy's on the 3rd of March. We decided to go out on the last day of exams. I was kind of expecting to go some place far from home, but we ended going to my place. Haha. But it was all good. We ate in Teriyaki Boy, went home to get socks and played bowling in Qc Sports Club, ate merienda there too, went home again and saw a movie (The Terminal) then walked to Starbucks to grab some coffee.


Playing on monkey bars.

@ the Club

Pao and Arlon went to my house last Friday. I was shocked with the two. I didn't know they were that talkative. Laughtrip.

Pao always wipes his mouth with the table napkin.
Arlon: Pao, baka kala mo hanky mo yan ah at mauwi mo.
Pao puts the table napkin inside his pocket.
Arlon: Haha. Memories.
Pao: Anong memories?
Arlon: Memories. Pag inuwi mo yan, memories.
Pao: Tanga. Remembrance.
Arlon: Memories kaya.
Pao: Anong english ng naalala? Remember diba? O e di remembrance.

Wahaha. The next night was their ball. I went there with Pao. He picked me up at around 7. Biancs and I were so giddy before the ball. Haha. Err biancs. Good for you! Revenge is definitely sweet! I saw many familiar faces there. Juls, Den and Eloi were there too. We danced..like hell. Haha. After that we went to Starbucks in Greenhills to get some drinks and chilled at Martin's house. Cool. It was fun. I enjoyed. I don't want to make this detailed. My friends could ask me to tell the whole story to them..and its highlights. *evil laugh* r**** is steaming H-O-T!



Sizzy, Den and I

Invitation

My weakness

Before and After. Lola did the make-up. Haha

Guys, Pao doesn't smile..and i think they own McDonald's Tandang Sora. Keep that as a secret. Hahaha

>>FROM TERE'S BLOG. Surprising that she posted this. It struck me the most.

sai's text to me last nov18, 2004:

dont cry for a love that was never yours.. or so you thought. If its not meant to be, its not meant to be. sometimes life slaps us with a lot of pain, but tere, i know you're not that weak to not know how to forget. You will, eventually. I love you tets...

-sai, think about what you said to me... you might need it.

it's been more than a year since..... am i that weak?
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Tets, we're just the same. It took me 8 months already and nothing really happens, but what wrong did we do? We just loved.

.:They say the sweetest words are "I love you" and the hardest is goodbye, but what if you discovered that he doesn't really love you? Would you choose the bitterness of goodbye, or choose to hear the sweetest lie? :. -kara

Did I mention I passed Nursing for real?

.:When I am angry, my anger is very sharp but withal very short, and as private as I can; I lose myself indeed in promptness and violence, but not in trouble; so that I could throw out all sorts of injurious words at random, and without a choice, and never consider pertinently to dart my language where I think it will deepest wound, for I commonly make use of no other weapon in my anger than my tongue. My servants have better bargain of me in great occasions than in little; the light ones surprise me; and the mischief on't is, that when you are once upon the precipice, 'tis no matter who gave you the push, for you always go to the bottom; the fall urges, moves, and makes haste of itself.:.

That's pretty much everything there is to say. Btw, I didn't do that. That's from the lit book. Haha.

I can help but think of things that Urrah told me yesterday. It seriously bugged me. English test was okay, except for the identification of vocabulary words. How the hell would I be able to figure out those answers? Err. Math was okay also. I just hated the growth and decay problems.

Tere, if you're reading this, I want to get a copy of The Giving Tree. Thanks for sharing it to me. Hehe. And oh, to the people whom I talked to yesterday, thanks for the pieces of advice. Jen!! Haha. Thanks.

Happy Birthday, Kuya Mark!

There were so many weird things that happened in school lately. I don’t want to specify because many would only make a big fuss about it. Err, let us graduate first. Please.

Thursday was exhausting. I failed many of my quizzes and I couldn’t think straight because I was really bothered about something. My mind was preoccupied with work and requirements, plus my obligations as an officer of the class. Good God, for years of being a secretary I actually thought it was a privilege to be one. Now I think of it as a BURDEN. Teachers relentlessly say I do this and that. Imagine those words running through my head practically the whole day. You’ll go nuts, I tell you.

Mrs.Resterio told me I was getting fat. Haha. She told me that when I was wearing shorts for the club, my thighs seemed to be bigger. Haha. Now I’m burning my ass out on the treadmill.

No classes for us last Friday. It was a day to celebrate EDSA. I tried so hard to hit the books, but nothing seemed to get into my mind so I didn’t bother to study anymore. I just flipped through the pages of my notes then that was it. My notes are lengthy, and it’s too tedious to read. My sister’s block mates went here to do their project. The project was to design get-ups for a Japanese fashion show. It was fun dressing them up with my own freakish, wild clothes! I took pictures of them in the streets, and people passing by would slow down to see their silly outfits! Silly, but cute outfits! Haha. Anyway, Jac gave us Starbucks gift certificates so after the project we went there and chilled. Ken invited me to eat in Ice Monster so I agreed. Little did I know that it’ll take him a long time to go to Tomas. My mom wanted me to stay at home because it was getting late already, but Ken insisted. He called me up to tell me that he’s near my place already. I begged my mom to give me 30 minutes to go out and fortunately she said yes. Ken fetched me up at my place, then we waited for Tinton to come. (Yes. Tinton went to my place) When Tinton came, it was my curfew already. Cool noh? Haha. Ken texted my mom for extension, and guess what? She agreed. First time, dood. We went to the resto near Sizzling Stop (I forgot the name) because they had cheap beer. The two got themselves a bottle each. We talked about so many things like their prom, my ball, how we miss the summer group last year, life etc. Err, I missed those two, but of course I never told them that I did. I even acted very sluggish. Tin took me home. Ask me if you want details. *evil laugh*

I went to Gateway Mall early this morning. My sister and I window shopped. Haha. We didn’t have money. Wait until I get my grad gifts!!! Haha. We ate in Super Bowl. Yumyum.

Someone surprisingly invited me to their ball. I’m not even sure if I’m going to mine! Haha.


Ate and I in People

Dad smiled!

>>”Sai, I don’t want you to go stag on your ball. Ayoko. It’s going to be the last time that you’ll have that kind of event. Pick someone that either a) would make you happy that night or b) would look good for your picture. If you find none, I could always go with you. I’d love to go.”

>>Him: “Put your hair down.”
Me: “I don’t want to.”
Him: “Please? I just want to see what your hair looks like.”
Me: “It’s really sabog. I cut it short.”
Him: “Please?”
Leaving me without a choice, I took off my ponytail. The brushed my hair and said, “You know I love it when your hair’s down.” then smiles.

>>Him: “Sai, gumaganda ka.”
Me: “Talaga ah.”
Him: “No, really. You’ve matured. You and your sister kind of look alike na.”
Him2: “Hindi! Mas maganda sister nya.” (laughs)
Him: “Hindi. Mas maganda siya.”
Him2: “Haha. Joke. Pero sai, gumaganda ka nga.”
Him and Him2 just stared.

BULLSHIT? Tell me about it.

.:You talk about real friendship when you really don't know the means to have one. If you're the perfect friend, or at least the friend you say that you are, would you let yourself LOSE (if that's how you put it) someone who's been dear to you? Ponder on that. Someday, you'll thank me for not talking to you. I know we'll both learn something from this.:.

I just had to say something. It was mere irritation that happened yesterday. Don't call me moody again if you don't want me to be like that around you. I just hated it. You weren't lightening things up. Same goes with the others who were moody around you lately. I hope you understand because I was thinking of a lot of things that time. I went to the rest room so I could wash up, 'coz I was looking like shit, so when I come back to the classroom I'll be okay na. Gets? Sorry if you feel I was unfair. It's just that I heard you told that I was moody to some people in class. A number of them. I don't tell the world if you get moody, do I? Ang liit lang nito. Parang ang laki na ngayon. You just don't have to tell them that na, okay? Peace peace.


study time. ciao.